Ugh, what's this?

 I would like to say hello like nothing had happen, but today I felt very bad here inside. Suddenly, after my  mom stops crying because of a hard discussion she had with someone else, a venomous gas entered where I am. Well, it doesn't passed my protective layer, but it wasn't necessary for feeling absentminded and having strange body. If I wouldn't everyday floating in amniotic liquid, I had said that I felt like flying –more than normally I do, I mean–. 

I think mommy isn't good. All her body has been shaking for a long time, while she felt so stressed and upset. But I also felt like something was being freeing from her inside. By the way, I don't know very well if when I said "inside" I'm referring to her body or something else, like something more deep than just a physical reaction. Do you understand what I mean? Actually, I don't. Everything is new for me, and it's difficult to cover al that is happening in and outside. 

Continue with what I was saying at first, after that strange and stressing body shaking of my mom... You maybe call me crazy, but I'm very sensitive and I felt something new and unpleasant on the adipose tissue of the zone that surrounds my little home. 

I've stand very quiet to notice every mommy's movement, and it was so strange, because she had breath very deep, like inhaling all the oxygen of the outside world. Nevertheless, it wasn't air what entered on her lungs, which had expanded and, a little time after, all her muscles were like very relaxed. But... too much relaxed. Through the channel I receive my food, today it had a strange sensation with it that made me felt very bad and dizzy...

I would like to say to my mom that everything is okey and everything will be alright, but it couldn't happen this way if she makes me ingest strange essences that aren't good for neither of us.