I've got a mom!

 Hello again! I don't know what you have been doing until today, but I've been growing a lot. I've got a new thing inside me: a little but powerful device that makes "boom, boom". Since the 16th day it has been forming on me, and from it are arising very thin springs. When that regulary explosions pumps on my chest, it's like some warm liquid goes through all my body. But I think I'm the only one that knows this discovery I made, because even if I think it's obviously, nobody of outside world has noticed it. 

My form has been extended and I appreciate new parts on me that are incipients, emerging on several portions of myself. I'm a little bit bored here outside, so I spend most of the time trying to hear what is happening on the outside. Thanks to sound waves I can receive in a better mode the news. The most I hear is a high-pitched but sweet voice, but recently her conversations with others are not so sweet. 

I've been noosing around and now I know that everyone of the thing I first thought that was my recipient environment, are disagree with my existence. Me? But, what have I done? I would like to scream that I have no fault of being here inside, but they all talk like I'm an horrible mistake that can be resolved easily. That makes me feel very sad, or is my mommys feelings? I said mom because after hearing a lot of conversations, I discovered that I'm not on a receptor, I'm inside my mother, because I'm her child! I'm very excited since I knew that. Isn't it beautiful? I can't wait to know her, because, for what I've heard, she's the only one that wants me in the world, in HER world. 

It's hard to explain how can I feel sad, but I think it's something that my mommy  does unconsciously and without intentionality, she can't control it; I can sense the physical sadness, and even I've feeling a special connection with her, it's an emotive connexion.