Everyone talks about me!

 Today I’m going to tell you what I heard of outside world: my moms mother is more relaxed and not so angry with my existence. She looks like she tries to help my mommy, and now I feel like she’s pleasing me more than weeks before. They get together to the doctor, who is a person that doesn’t stop talking about me. I’m famous! Everyone talks about me! 

One day I felt something very cold on me. I mean, not literally on me, but on the top of the place I’m inside my mom. I was relaxing myself when suddenly, she screamed, but not like another times that was angry or sad. I heard her like surprised and happy. She said: “It’s a boy, I’m going to have a little boy!” 

I’m confused, then, what am I, a baby or a boy? I will question her when I go outside because I’m disoriented about my identify. 

After that emotional moment, I disconnected for a long time for take a break. After that, I get up because mommy was talking, but she wasn’t talking with anyone of her world, she was saying things to me! 

“My little boy, how are I’m going to call you? What do you thing about Tom? Oh, no, my ex boyfriend was called Tom. I also like James, but I feel like you deserve something more special, because you’re the most special thing that had happened to me on my life. I can’t call either way to you, because you’re the person that more happy had ever made me, and I even don’t know you! But I feel like so. I’m going to think about how to call you, it’s late, I’m going to bed, but tomorrow I will look on the Internet for boy’s names.”

I didn’t understand everything he told me, but her voice made me felt very happy, relaxed, sure and loved.