viernes, 23 de octubre de 2020

Let's gossip what happens outside

 As I said before, I'm static on somewhere mommy's body, adhered to a warm and comfortable place where, in a way I can't explain because I don't understand it, I'm being nourished. My mom is incredible, she's my heroine! 

You won't believe me, but I'm growing up very fast! Look, now I'm forming something tender inside my head, and because I am very sensitive I feel connexions on this strange mass I mentioned. I've got two hemispheres on it, and something tells me that this week is crucial for my process. Even my intern organs are very little, they are finally formed. Now it's like my body it's growing up from inside to outside. Little by little, there are large things appearing on my body: two near my head and other two on the bottom part of my small figure. It stills being a mystery what useful can they have, but even so I am very happy. 

I'm not when I hear people screaming to my mom. It's curious because she calls them mom and dad too: how can it be that my mother has also one that is hers? I think I'm not welcomed here, like I'm doing something wrong being here. But if I don't make any noise and I don't disturb anyone! 

Sssh, wait, I hear them talking again. Oh, it seems like I disturb my mothers parents. They tell off her of being reckless and thoughtless. They don't stop repeating: but if you are only 17, how are you going to have a baby!

I don't really know what "having only 17" means. Only? Seventeen looks like something very large, but I don't know what they mean with seventeen. 17 what?

Mommy is crying again, and I would like to tell her that I love her, but I can't even move by my way, I feel impotence because I can't do anything to comfort her. For a long time she has been saying "no, I won't" to her mother (I don't know very well from who's the grave voice I hear). I wasn't understanding nothing when she talked about something called "abort", but I was very scared when she clear up my questions saying: "No, mom, I'm not going to extract and kill my baby". Even if I am frightened, I'm very glad my mom defends me. 




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